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mandag 7. mars 2011

årets vakreste sang, viktigste tekst, nydeligste musikkvideo.

sprekker i malingen, nakne føtter, håp. og det lyset...

in my mind
in a future five years from now
i'm a hundred and twenty pounds
and i never get hung over
because i
will be the picture of disipline
never minding what state i'm in
and i will be someone i admire
and it's funny how i imagined that i would be that person now
but it does not seem to have happened
maybe i've just forgotten how
to see that i'm not exactly the person that i want to be

and in my mind
in the faraway here and now
i've become in control somehow
and i never lose my wallet
because i
will be the picture of disipline
never fucking up anything
and i'll be a good defensive driver
and it's funny how i imagined that i would be that person now
but it does not seem to have happened
maybe i've just forgotten how
to see that i'll never be the person that i thought i'd be

and in my mind
when i’m old, i am beautiful
planting tulips and vegetables
which i will mindfully watch over
not like me, now
i’m so busy with everything
that i don’t look at anything
but i’m sure i’ll look when i am older
and it’s funny how i imagined that i could be that person now
but that’s not what i want
if that’s what i wanted then i’d be giving up somehow
how strange to see that i don’t want to be the person that i want to be

and in my mind
imagine so many things
things that aren’t really happening
and when they put me in the ground, i’ll start pounding the lid
saying “i haven’t finished yet

i still have a tattoo to get
that says ‘i’m living in the moment’.”
and it’s funny how i imagined that i could win this winless fight
 
but maybe it isn’t all that funny that i’ve been fighting all my life
but maybe i have to think it’s funny if i wanna live before i die
and maybe it’s funniest of all to think i’ll die before i actually see
that i am exactly the person that i want to be
fuck, yes, i am exactly the person that i want to be


ps: teksten med blå skrift er de viktigste bitene - de er ikke linker. 

3 kommentarer:

  1. <3
    but maybe it isn’t all that funny that i’ve been fighting all my life
    but maybe i have to think it’s funny if i wanna live before i die

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  2. "but maybe it isn’t all that funny that i’ve been fighting all my life
    but maybe i have to think it’s funny if i wanna live before i die"

    Nydelig, nydelig, fantastisk og sant. Jeg trengte den sangen. ❤

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